THIS ACCOUNT IS NOW DEADposted Feb 9th 2008, 4:23AM
Mood: Dejected
Music: If it Makes You Happy by Sherryl Crow
I am forthwith never using this account again. i am wiping out all of my watches, updates, messages, clubs, profile, and please go to my new account which is KIKI spirit. Bye!
Darn it.....I think my Mom might make me go.....I will do everything I can to see if I can come over.
But my Mom is being a bitch....I'm not sure if she was just playing around, but she said only if your Mom picks me up and drops me off.
my mom can drop off in the morning, but ill have to beg a bit for a pick up in the afternoon...still, i think i can pull it off, except my mom says no unless i am making an A in all my classes and i finish my report, but she is backing down on that thank god.
Well, My grandma was visiting, and one night I was watching a show on the Gay/Lesbian movement (or something in 1981) and all of a sudden my Grandma and Dad walk in and turn it off, and say, "Gay people should all get out of the country...." Blah blah blah. That's beside the point. I live with a bunch of homophobes. So what do I do????? AAHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Truth is.....I prefer girls most of the time....so.....I wasn't gonna admit it, but......Yes......I was like this the whole time at Fulmore...no...I was never straight.....hehe....I lied.....
And my mom almost saw me kissing my GF when she came over.....I need help. If she finds out, she's gonna put me in counseling sessions....worse yet....she IS a counselor!!!! .............
well, for one thing, no worries about the lies, we could all tell, we aren't THAT stupid. as for your homophobic parents and having to hide from them, if i were you, i would stop. just tell them u prefer girls and tell them that if they don't like it, they can go to hell. if they kick u out, u can come stay with me. i'm dead serious. i'm struggling with some orientation shit right now too, and i know it's hard. a counselor is better than hiding who you really are all the time. if u get put in counseling, they can't make u like it. being 100% out is like being out of a giant metal cage.
Ok, at least I'm talking to someone who actually knows what they're talking about. Thank God. And I would love to come live with you, but it's not legal unless all my relatives somehow drop dead out of nowhere. As of right now, you have just been my freaking oracle! Thank you!I'm going to keep it a secret, and if she finds out, she finds out! I just won't give a shit! If I get married to a girl,, and they don't like it, they don't have to come! Screw them! But if I get married to anybody, will you be part of my wedding?
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I'm going to keep it a secret, and if she finds out, she finds out! I just won't give a shit! If I get married to a girl,, and they don't like it, they don't have to come! Screw them! But if I get married to anybody, will you be part of my wedding?
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